. Endure .

Things seem to be not sho good nowadays. It seems like you wanna get rid of us badly. It's like..I dont know why but, i guess u choosed them over us? This post aint for insulting/ talking bad about whoever- u- think-u- are. It's just that it's pretty hard to understands someone sometimes. It's been one month im telling myself i can bear with it. And im not being narcissist but i think im doing it well. God tell me i should endure and bear with it. If this is the old me, there's gonna be lotsa explosion im telling you. Though i have no idea why things turn out to be this way, but, im just hoping it will get better. I just wanna say that we mind whats wrong with you because we do care bout u. * k. this post starts to be kinda chessy*

Im praying every single night. hoping that things can get back to how it should be.

I hate when there's something u cant tell between friends. When u pour everything out to them, thinking they are the true ones. But sometimes, u doubt it. But, i know God send them to me, to let me know im not alone. And thank God i met them. We cant nvr avoid things like issues-with-friends to happen but after every fight/misunderstanding/quarrel, u might know each other more. I've experience it myself and i know. things will turn out better someday. God will bless us.

*k. i know. this is my very first oh-sho-chessy-post*